It's really hard to be somebody. To be someone to look up to. To be an idol. To be a good figure in other people. To be a good Citizen. To be ME.

I have wasted alot of things in my Life. I didn't gave my best when I'm in college after i got disappointed with alot of thing. I have lots of insecurities in my life. I've been too selfish. Too selfish to get all the things that I wanted even if i know that it's impossible. I did things which makes me happy and contented. And i found happiness and comfort. But I didn't know that I've hurt alot of people. People who I think that doesn't love me. I've hurt them and made them cry. Now I've realize that those people whom i hurt and cried are the people who will always be their for me when the whole fell on me. When I have nothing they are always their to render their help. When I felt that nobody is their for me their ready to hug me tight and let me feel that they are always their for me No matter what happen.

Now , I want to shout to the whole world that I'm still lucky enough that God gave me a wonderful BIG family.. Thank you for being their always and for loving me EVEN IF I'm the WORST person ever....